May 2nd, 2008, posted by amitashta
when i was a kid lying in my mama’s bed.
i cry whole night never want her to go…
Then she narrates me the story with her voice low,,
so dat my brother won’t woke up..
n she doesnt had to try hard to keep both of us shut up..
her story was never same,,
i dont know… how she changes all name…
wenever i caught her playing this trick..
she js kept on narrating despite of my lilte feets kick…
i dont know when the sleep covers me n hide me…
but wenever i wake up i find her besides me..
wen i become litle young about the age of six..
i cant sleep widhout her not even wid her pics..
i stil remember when once you left me to the aunts house…
i cry whole night hiding my face under my own gloves..
you have beaten us many a times,,now i know y..
you want us to held pain deep inside,,
n still got that much guts to smile..
hats off to u mom,,,u r sweet,,,
but what i wana tell is dat i’m grown up…
now i can move alone dont worry ..
i’m not going to drown up/..
wen i were in school you gave me the best breakfast…
i dont know y now i cant look into that past..
you are best i know but i cant repeat this words..
its in my heart i swear i’m not saying absurd…
the day i lost your’s n dad’s trust…
i’m under huge,unstoppable thrust..
dont cry mom wat i was lacking is…..my own trust..
now I’m back despite of whatever inside me burst..
so now JUST leave me alone,,,
i’m real its not my clone…
i will rise one day dont worry,,,,,,,,
dont lose hope… i’m sorry…
ALL your reality i didnt listen,,,
i kept on doing things my way…my style..
i know what i was living d ,,
ONE biggest LIe of MY life..
ONE biggest lie………
3 Responses to “biggest lie”
Aryan
realy touchy,,yeah grow up on ur feet buddy….
ravikant
it’s really good man..keep this spirit..
well going..
ravi
great work dude!!
words you chose are totally different…
try some more!!!