when i was a kid lying in my mama’s bed.
i cry whole night never want her to go…
Then she narrates me the story with her voice low,,
so dat my brother won’t woke up..
n she doesnt had to try hard to keep both of us shut up..
her story was never same,,
i dont know… how she changes all name…
wenever i caught her playing this trick..
she js kept on narrating despite of my lilte feets kick…
i dont know when the sleep covers me n hide me…
but wenever i wake up i find her besides me..
wen i become litle young about the age of six..
i cant sleep widhout her not even wid her pics..
i stil remember when once you left me to the aunts house…
i cry whole night hiding my face under my own gloves..
you have beaten us many a times,,now i know y..
you want us to held pain deep inside,,
n still got that much guts to smile..
hats off to u mom,,,u r sweet,,,
but what i wana tell is dat i’m grown up…
now i can move alone dont worry ..
i’m not going to drown up/..
wen i were in school you gave me the best breakfast…
i dont know y now i cant look into that past..
you are best i know but i cant repeat this words..
its in my heart i swear i’m not saying absurd…
the day i lost your’s n dad’s trust…
i’m under huge,unstoppable thrust..
dont cry mom wat i was lacking is…..my own trust..
now I’m back despite of whatever inside me burst..
so now JUST leave me alone,,,
i’m real its not my clone…
i will rise one day dont worry,,,,,,,,
dont lose hope… i’m sorry…
ALL your reality i didnt listen,,,
i kept on doing things my way…my style..
i know what i was living d ,,
ONE biggest LIe of MY life..
ONE biggest lie………